its been 100000000 years since i last posted. i guess no one will read. i dont really care. i can make myself much better after talking to myself. i miss everything in life. everything. like seriously. ppl may think im happy but they dont know how much pin im going thru. the stress and whtever. i might be laughing at work but deep down im fucked up. if i got chance to talk to anyone at work i will let go everything but somehow sth just stop everything.

some say money can buy happiness, some say money cant buy happiness.
im kinda stuck in the middle. sometime i think can but sometime cant.
its not about e money money money, i just want my stress to spin away and happiness to spin back. forget bout the money.

no one will read this nonsense. if anyone will still rmb my blog i thank you for rmbing me. thanks.

its not about the money, i just want my stress to spin away and happiness to spin back. forget about the money.

was looking thru some pictures. found this picture. cool. hahaha.

okay. today played soccer. with all my old bbss friends. cool. been long since we played together. there will be more to come.
im not really in a good mood. upest. i been asking god why am i here with this family. why not some other family in london or somewhere in the world. or some other family. i know god have his reason. i haven been complaining bout anything. im even trying to help this family. hey god. tell me why. i have no fucking idea man. im upset. very! god. save me. help me. argh!

i miss my gf. she never fail to bring a smile to me face. i love you baby!
lets hope i will have fun working tmr. takecare friends!

girlfriend best friend. hahahaha!



okay, went to zoo to celebrate my anni with baby. its funnnnnnnnnnnn cause its zoooooooooooooo. she went crazy today. white tigers, pony, cheetah and many many more but when saw the polar bear. wah, got her polar bear she forget me uh. look only at the bear not me. hahahaha. cute la her. must see the face. priceless one. hahaha. im so happy. i get to see my monkeysssssssssssssss. monkeys. hahaha. took alot of pictures. my gf love to read bout the animals history and now she wants a pony. hahaha. busy girl. hahaha. :D

today was awesome. wonderful day with girlfriend. ya. her bestfriend is goat. i think she needs a goat more then a pony. hahaha. inside joke.

i enjoy today love.
takecare my friends.

okay. fine. what a day. tired day. i suppose to work but i forget its my sister birthday. hahahahaha. wtf. lucky someone replace me. I met umairah for like 5 to 10 mins. i think. to pass food.

im at sister place now. jurong west. so far from everything. damn! fucking far from work. cb! hahahahaha. nvm. i enjoy long trip alone. make sure my handphone is full batt. what bout a itouch soon. HAHAHA!

lets listen to pon da floor, toyfriend and memories. i tell you sure you dance alone at home. brings the mood to you. thats what im doing now. hahahaha. david guetta.

bye peeps.

gavin henson. i want to be as handsome as him and play as rugby as well as him. so how? can or not? around the same right? HAHAHHA!

Just wanna update before i sleep. today been great. great day with girlfriend. have sushi, mac and i dyed her hair for her. she likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee sia. hahahaha. i surprised her by giving her the anni gift. she like it. sorry bout the size baby. read her blog. feeding you with alot of food is good, making you a fat is good and that is why you are the happiest woman on earth. hahahaha. you dont need to think you are in love with me, you are already in love with me baby. even my handwriting sucks in a small piece of paper. hahahahha. i love you too baby!

ya. cycling day for us tomorrow. gonna make her breakffast later. hope she like like. hahahha. takecare my friendssssssssssssss. :D

friendssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. anyone out there just bring me out of here. i dont like today. it didnt started of as well as i thought it will be. i just dont like today. can someone just bring me out from here. bring me out, kill me, save me. someone just save me. i cant take it. can i like close my eyes and wake up and its already the next day. can god. can you fucking cb? argh!

someone come and murder me, i tell everyone that know me now to call the police. come find me and kill me. i dont know why am i like that. useless fuck.
we are the worlddddddddddddddddddddddd but we are not the worldddddddddddddddd. wtf bry. i want to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

thats my girlfriend. I love you baby! :)
Before i head off to my short nap before waking up at 5plus to go and Play soccer at fico. Today was wonderful. Girlfriend decided that swimming will be cancel cause she malas! Hahahaha! So ya. She came over instead. We had fun. She had more fun. Plucking my leg hair and eyebrow hair. Hahaha. We had pizza just now. Played uno and bubble breaker. She's good at bubble breaker. Hahahaha! Dont senyum alone at home when you read this. Hahahaha! Ya. Everything was okay till a fucker who spoiled my laptop. Came back after send baby i found out my laptop is spoil. Spoil. Cant even fucking on it! Cant on sia! Get it you mother fucker! Fuck! My only hope at home and you spoiled it! Dumb fuck! What did i do to suffer all these shits! I never once treat you like a father cause you were never like one to me. So ya. Fuck! Ya. Girlfriend called me awhile. She make me feel much better. Ya. Thanks baby, thanks! I love so damn fucking much. Wo fucking ai ni. I fucking sayang you. :) i swear to god i never love someone so much before. She show me the love that i always wanted. Thanks baby, all i can say is i love you so much baby! Dear god save me. Pls hope my mother understand and buy a new laptop or repair it cause that fucker wont do anything idiot. Ya. Dear god have me. Byeeeeeeeeee ppl. Takecare :)