was looking thru some pictures. found this picture. cool. hahaha.

okay. today played soccer. with all my old bbss friends. cool. been long since we played together. there will be more to come.
im not really in a good mood. upest. i been asking god why am i here with this family. why not some other family in london or somewhere in the world. or some other family. i know god have his reason. i haven been complaining bout anything. im even trying to help this family. hey god. tell me why. i have no fucking idea man. im upset. very! god. save me. help me. argh!

i miss my gf. she never fail to bring a smile to me face. i love you baby!
lets hope i will have fun working tmr. takecare friends!

girlfriend best friend. hahahaha!



okay, went to zoo to celebrate my anni with baby. its funnnnnnnnnnnn cause its zoooooooooooooo. she went crazy today. white tigers, pony, cheetah and many many more but when saw the polar bear. wah, got her polar bear she forget me uh. look only at the bear not me. hahahaha. cute la her. must see the face. priceless one. hahaha. im so happy. i get to see my monkeysssssssssssssss. monkeys. hahaha. took alot of pictures. my gf love to read bout the animals history and now she wants a pony. hahaha. busy girl. hahaha. :D

today was awesome. wonderful day with girlfriend. ya. her bestfriend is goat. i think she needs a goat more then a pony. hahaha. inside joke.

i enjoy today love.
takecare my friends.

okay. fine. what a day. tired day. i suppose to work but i forget its my sister birthday. hahahahaha. wtf. lucky someone replace me. I met umairah for like 5 to 10 mins. i think. to pass food.

im at sister place now. jurong west. so far from everything. damn! fucking far from work. cb! hahahahaha. nvm. i enjoy long trip alone. make sure my handphone is full batt. what bout a itouch soon. HAHAHA!

lets listen to pon da floor, toyfriend and memories. i tell you sure you dance alone at home. brings the mood to you. thats what im doing now. hahahaha. david guetta.

bye peeps.

gavin henson. i want to be as handsome as him and play as rugby as well as him. so how? can or not? around the same right? HAHAHHA!

Just wanna update before i sleep. today been great. great day with girlfriend. have sushi, mac and i dyed her hair for her. she likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee sia. hahahaha. i surprised her by giving her the anni gift. she like it. sorry bout the size baby. read her blog. feeding you with alot of food is good, making you a fat is good and that is why you are the happiest woman on earth. hahahaha. you dont need to think you are in love with me, you are already in love with me baby. even my handwriting sucks in a small piece of paper. hahahahha. i love you too baby!

ya. cycling day for us tomorrow. gonna make her breakffast later. hope she like like. hahahha. takecare my friendssssssssssssss. :D

friendssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss. anyone out there just bring me out of here. i dont like today. it didnt started of as well as i thought it will be. i just dont like today. can someone just bring me out from here. bring me out, kill me, save me. someone just save me. i cant take it. can i like close my eyes and wake up and its already the next day. can god. can you fucking cb? argh!

someone come and murder me, i tell everyone that know me now to call the police. come find me and kill me. i dont know why am i like that. useless fuck.
we are the worlddddddddddddddddddddddd but we are not the worldddddddddddddddd. wtf bry. i want to dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

thats my girlfriend. I love you baby! :)
Before i head off to my short nap before waking up at 5plus to go and Play soccer at fico. Today was wonderful. Girlfriend decided that swimming will be cancel cause she malas! Hahahaha! So ya. She came over instead. We had fun. She had more fun. Plucking my leg hair and eyebrow hair. Hahaha. We had pizza just now. Played uno and bubble breaker. She's good at bubble breaker. Hahahaha! Dont senyum alone at home when you read this. Hahahaha! Ya. Everything was okay till a fucker who spoiled my laptop. Came back after send baby i found out my laptop is spoil. Spoil. Cant even fucking on it! Cant on sia! Get it you mother fucker! Fuck! My only hope at home and you spoiled it! Dumb fuck! What did i do to suffer all these shits! I never once treat you like a father cause you were never like one to me. So ya. Fuck! Ya. Girlfriend called me awhile. She make me feel much better. Ya. Thanks baby, thanks! I love so damn fucking much. Wo fucking ai ni. I fucking sayang you. :) i swear to god i never love someone so much before. She show me the love that i always wanted. Thanks baby, all i can say is i love you so much baby! Dear god save me. Pls hope my mother understand and buy a new laptop or repair it cause that fucker wont do anything idiot. Ya. Dear god have me. Byeeeeeeeeee ppl. Takecare :)

exams later. im been studying like an asshole. dear god. help me. i need to do well. i put in effort and i hope you help you. dear god. pls. do it. or i die. dear god. help me.

okay. not every sunday its as awesome as we thought so.
seeing my friend's friend passed away remind me of syaffiq and afiq. bike accident. i beg you ppl outside who is riding or driving pls drive and ride safety. dont kill innocence ppl. really remind me of my 2 friends, brothers. never feels good losing someone you know. even worst ppl who brought impact and fun in your life.
i swear i miss syaffiq and afiq alot. i will never forget what they did in my life for me. alomost 3 months without them. it feels like sth huge missing in my life. i know no matter what i say cant bring them back to life but still i hope you hear me my brothers. visit me soon in my dreams. enjoy your life in another side of the world. see you soon my brothers. i love you guys.

ya. mug and mug. help me dear god.
takecare my friends!

bad times came just now. we were top of a place where everyone spend wonderful time with their love ones but somehow or another the both of us decided to try sth new on top. hahahaha. me and umairah decide to try killing each other with our own problems as we are about to kill each other just now suddenly fairy god mother came down and somehow manage to talk to our heart and put more love to both of us. ya. umairah and i somehow change our thinking of killing each other to saving each other. ya.

tomorrow, sunday and monday. study. i fucking swear.

how i wish i was living in a fairy tale story. ohhhhh ohhhhhhhhhhhh.

okay. i just delete all my old post. fuck! been long since i came here.
i was reading and laughing la. my english fuck up man. my me is mi, just is jus, think is tink. last time spelling damn knn cb! hahaha. wtf bry. read the old posts bout everything. fucking funny. everything is so different now. i fucking swear. so many things had change. alot alot. now life better. wonderful la! hahahaha.

now times changes. school. work. friends. girlfriend.
school is a fucking cb. exams man! work. new work place, welcome to ben and jerrys. i got one small! hahaha. friends. lose some old ones, know some new ones, lost contact with some, seem true colours of some friend and the most fuck up is losing 2 of the most closer friends i had. syaffiq and afiq. i miss you! girlfriend. name is umairah. look at the picture. she is hot right. kan kan kan? my gf what, like duh! just like the bf. hahaha.

things change alot. alot for me. i use to vent my anger here. today i feel like blogging.
firstly im gonna be 18 this year! hahaha. wtf wtf wtf.

secondly. im still uspet over my friends death. my brothers seh. my old brothers. im sad. still sad. i still cry some time when i miss them. almost 3 months since you 2 been gone. yet to visit my dream. come soon pls. alot to tell you 2. alot. visit my dreams soon okay. enjoy your life at the another side of the world. bless us from on top. see you one day on top my friends. mu brothers. sayffiq afiq. i miss you 2. :(

thirdly. some friends are fuck up. go away. 2 face knn cb! i never complain you complain. ccb! knn! hahahaha. fuck off!

lastly. my girlfriend. umairah. going to been 2 months soon. been wonderful with her. umairah is one girl that i love the most. know the song. best i ever had. she is the best. i swear. its different now. even though sometimes we do have disagreement but the disagreement make us know each other more. we have huge plans. we have. hahaha. all i can say is she's wonderful, she's very very dramatic at times. HAHAHAHA. She's gonna kill me when she read it. something just told me that this will last. umairah, lets do it baby! sth in her just makes me in love with her so much. she brought love back to me again. ya. baby, wo ai ni, i love you, i cinta you. :D

takecare my friends!